Sunday, April 3, 2011

True Love Tears**


"True Love Tears"
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[What is Heartbreak?]
Heartbreak; is lying on the bathroom floor, trying your damn hardest to breath while at the same time wondering why it all went wrong and how you're gonna get up and pretend like everything is all right, and what the hell are you gonna do about that hole in your chest?.
Yeah, that's heart break.




Trust ME, I Know How IT Feels.
I Know Exactly How It Feels To Cry
In The Shower So No One Can Hear You.
I Know What Its Like To Wait For Everyone To Be Asleep So You Can Fall Apart.
For Everything To Hurt So Bad You Just Want It All To End.
I Know Exactly How It Feels.



You think You want to
Die, But in Reality,
You just Want to Be
Saved..





                    I Didn't Want To Admit It,
It Was Easier To Lie,
And Hide The Hurt And
Emptiness, To Smile Instead Of Cry.



Its Not Up To Me Anymore,           
If  You Want Me In Your
LIfe, You'll FInd A Way
To Put Me There.
                             


Oh, But In The End ,
Its Me You're Going To
Miss.]

-Angel Eyes Princess

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Daddy, I Love You More Now



Her hair was up in a ponytail
Her favorite dress tied with a bow
Today was Daddy's Day at school
And she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school,
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees,
A dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet
Children squirming impatently,
Anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called,
Each student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
For a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?"
She heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one"
Another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offened her,
As she smiled up at her mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.
"My daddy couldn't be here,
Because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
And how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I'm not standing here alone.
Cause my daddy's always with me
Even though we are apart.
I know because he told me,
He'll forever be in my heart."
With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
Beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much,
He's my shining star.
And if he could he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far.
You see he was a fireman
And died just this past year.
When airplanes hit the towers
And taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes,
It's like he never went away."
And then she closes her eyes,
And saw him there that day.
And to her mother's amazement,
She witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they say before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy."
To the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
Of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
By the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing,
That heaven is never too far


Saturday, March 19, 2011

Life


Life

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back"


So That's One Of My Favorite Life View Points, The First Time I Read It I Felt Like Crying Because I Was Passing Through Difficult Times And I Realized How True It Was. Life Is Such A Long YET So Short Time We Have To Live To The Fullest, We Want To Be Able To Look Back And Laugh At The Sad Parts And Cry On The Happy Ones. I Least That’s What I Think I Want To Do. :)

Friday, March 18, 2011

Love Can Be Found.






Love Isn't Specifically What You May Think It Is, or For That Matter What I Think It Is. Love Can Be Many Things Right? Have Many Meanings or It Can Even Be A SOMETHING Like the Sun Rising In The Morning Or The First Fall Of A Leave In Fall. So Many Things.Love Can Also Remind You Of Especial People. Your Son, Daughter, Husband,Crush, Your Best Friends... In My Occasion. I Love Them To Death. Litterly To Death haha :)

Because Your Cancer Will Never Stop Us From Being What We Are, And Because You're The Bravest Person I've Ever Know. I Love You Jade.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Beautiful

I Just Thought This Was Very True, And Everyone Should Feel This Way.




Hold Me Tight and Don't Ever Let Me Go



LOVE.


     Angels descending, bring from above,
   Echoes of mercy, whispers of love. 


"Love is a hidden fire, a pleasant sore, a delicious poison, a delectable pain, an agreeable torment, a sweet and throbbing wound, a gentle death."- Fernando De Pujas

 I Told Him
I Was Afraid Of Falling
And He Whispered...

"I Have Wings"


When We Kiss And You Breath 
Deeply Gather Me Closer And
Close Your Eyes..
I Feel I Can Reach The Sky
And Do The Impossible 
For Seconds In My Life
I Feel I Can Fly.

    He'll Always Be In My Heart
     Forever He Has Been Forever He Will
Because It Didn't Feel Like 
Love With Him,
  It Felt Like
                               FATE.


           Live For LOVE,

           Dream For Tonight

He Looked Me Deep In The
Eyes, He Had Said He Didn't 
Love, Me But His Eyes Said
A Whole Different Thing.


Love, Is Unexplainable
Because even thought Love
Is said to be a feeling,
Its actually a Million

There for there is
A million different
Types of LOVE
Each One As Especial As The Next.   



-Angel Eyes Princess

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My Names Esmeralda, Mery For Short Basically I Love The Out Doors I Have Four Best Friends,i Love Them To Death. I'm a Confident Person I Like Talking And Being Creative and Colorful. Quotes Are Like My Life Guides So I Have Many Of Them, and Lastly I Love The Meanings Of ~Love~. -Angel Eyes Princess