So, I think its just me, i can be a great friend but i cant keep them,& its sad. I just feel my heart gets broken a lot & i'm not good enough for people sometimes. I wish i had a point in life, but i just don't. I don't know who i am or what i want. Maybe its because i'm growing up & maybe i'm being over-dramatic but it just feels like that sometimes. Am i ugly am I pretty, i don't know, I feel i don't know anything half the time. I don't respect myself as much as i should. I'm weak, but i fight to not be. Most people don't notice, I really don't know what i wish i had, because in my mind, i think i just want to get ride of things. I don't know what life is, and i don't know love either. The only thing I know is I want a future. Its always been there, my dreamed future. I hope i've been good enough for god to give it to me. I want a house, a warm, peaceful house with kids to call my own & a husband that loves me. I want love surrounding me, i want to grow old and die with a smile on my face. Its not money i'm looking for but happiness. To be in a place i can feel accepted in every way. I'm not saying my home isn't like that, but sometimes it just doesn't feel like home. But who am i to know what home is? What is home?
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